It Was Just an Old Bible

An old, worn-out Bible from a thrift store stirs a powerful reflection in Dean Butlerās heart. Through faded ink and frayed pages, heās reminded that a Bible is more than a bookāitās a record of a life walked with God and a legacy of faith that still speaks.
My wife picked up an old Bible at the thrift store today. The leather was worn, the corners frayed, and the binding looseābut the pages were full of life. Notes in the margins. Dates beside certain verses. Short thoughts recorded in fading ink. Someone had walked closely with God through this book. His name was written inside the front cover. I didnāt know him, but I could tell he was devoted to Godās Word.
I sat with that Bible in my hands and just stared at it for a while. It made me wonder⦠how many hours did he spend reading those pages? Did he teach Bible studies? Did he preach? How many souls did he lead to Christ? Did he sit at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee and a pen, asking the Lord to open his understanding? Iād like to believe he did. By the look of it, this Bible was precious to himālike mine is to me. It was worn from use, not neglect.
As I held it, I closed my eyes and could almost see itāold, worn hands folded gently over that Bible, maybe after a long day, maybe after a whispered prayer. Hands that had clung to God's Word through lifeās battles.
And yet here it was⦠sitting on a shelf at a thrift store, priced like a worn-out novel or a tattered pair of jeans. I couldnāt help but wonder what happened. Did his family not know what this book meant to him? Did they not understand? Or maybe, somehow, they didnāt care. Maybe to them, it was just an old Bible. But to the man who carried it, it was a lifeline. A treasure. A constant companion in a world full of noise.
To a godly man, a Bible becomes almost sacred. Itās not just a book. Itās a meeting place. A lifeline. A history of conversations with God. It holds the marks of battles fought and lessons learned. Thatās why it hit me so hard⦠that something so valuable to him could be passed along as if it were nothing.
I donāt know the story behind that Bible. Maybe the family didnāt mean any disrespect. Maybe they were overwhelmed, unsure of what to keep or let go. But whatever the reason, that Bibleāso full of life and devotionāwas left behind like an old coat that had served its time.
And it stirred something in me. I couldnāt help but ask myself, What will happen to my bible when Iām gone? Iāve written in the margins. Iāve underlined verses that spoke to me in quiet moments. Iāve sat with it open on my lap when I didnāt have wordsāwhen all I could do was wait for the Lord to speak.
To me, my Bible isnāt just a book. Itās part of my story. Itās where God meets me. Itās where I wrestled with doubt, asked hard questions, found answers, and grew. It holds the ink of joy and sorrow, of conviction and peace. Itās been open in the early morning and late at night, when no one else saw but Him.
āBut his delight is in the Law of the Lord, and on His Law he meditates day and night.ā (Psalm 1:2)
This manās heart was clearly buried in the Word. I saw that in the smudges and scribbles. I felt it in the way the pages fell open to worn places. And I hopeātrulyāthat even though his Bible was given away, his legacy wasnāt.
Because the Word of God doesnāt get passed on through pagesāit gets passed on through lives. And maybe someone, someday, will pick up my Bible and see what I saw in this one. Maybe my old Bible will stir something in them, the way this Bible stirred something in me.
āHeaven and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away.ā (Matthew 24:35)
One day, Iāll leave this life behind. And I wonāt need my Bible anymore, because Iāll be in the presence of the Author Himself. But until that day, Iāll keep wearing it out. Iāll keep marking it up. Iāll keep reading it like itās the most important book in the worldābecause it is.
And maybeājust maybeāwhen Iām gone, someone will hold my bible in their hands and feel what I felt holding his.
Not just a book⦠but a life poured out.
āWhere your treasure is, there your heart will be also.ā (Matthew 6:21)
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āWhat I write is not for everyone, but what I write is meant for someone.ā
ā Dean Butler
I am the author of two books: Embracing God's Wisdom: A Journey of Faith and Reflection and Embracing Godās Wisdom: Paulās Commands for Victorious Living. Both are available on Amazon.
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āI thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has strengthened me, because He considered me faithful, putting me into service.ā (1 Timothy 1:12)